Johnny Manziel is opening up on his critical psychological well being battles following his NFL profession … revealing he bought a gun and supposed to apply it to himself.

The previous Heisman Trophy winner addressed his suicidal ideas in Netflix’s “Untold: Johnny Soccer” documentary, which drops subsequent week … saying he had his demise all mapped out — he would blow all his cash, after which take his personal life.

“I believe I used to be simply operating from issues,” Manziel stated. “It was most likely a $5 million bender. Direct self-sabotage, making an attempt to burn this factor down.”

Manziel’s points on and off the sphere have been well-documented on the time … and he stated he burned so many bridges that he felt “the experience was over.”

“I had deliberate to do all the things that I wished to do at that time in my life. Spend as a lot cash as I presumably might after which my plan was to take my life. Months prior, I went and purchased a gun I knew I used to be going to make use of. I wished to get as dangerous as humanly potential to the place it made sense and it made it look like an excuse and an out for me.”

It is unclear if Manziel really tried suicide … however he stated “the gun simply clicked on me.”

Johnny seems to be doing significantly better now … and he is even opening his personal bar close to his previous school campus at Texas A&M this fall.